Excuses

It's raining outside.

Which leads to my question: why do I always find an excuse NOT to do chores/errands? To be fair, there are certain physical setbacks that happen. Ex: I have a headache right now.

I feel so good after accomplishing something! Whereas wasting time on the computer = boring, guilty, feeling bad about not being productive. Also, my mom likes to remind me I'm turning into my dad.

Then I get into the "I would if _________" or "I could if I had _________." It's not that I need more time, because all I do is waste it. What is keeping me from making incredible discoveries/crafts/etc? I blame the internet. I'm going to pretend I was more productive when I had dial up. Which is probably true.

This is turning into a serious and depressing post. I meant to prove a point, and instead I just got down on myself.

Screw it, you know what? I'm going to go do all those things (except laundry, because I can't carry ALL those clothes back and forth from the car and that IS a genuine concern).

I like griping to basically no one.